R.I.P My Laptop

Oh, I am so sad. My laptop is officially dead. Apparently I broke it's heat sync, which cools the laptop, so basically, I was lighting my laptop on fire (ironically). I had so many memories with my laptop, with all my pictures, and documents, and complete junk. It was my faithful friend to the end. I'm going to miss it so much.
I got a new laptop yesterday, but it's not up-and-running yet, so... yeah. I felt like I was cheating on my laptop, when I was at Best Buy. But technically, I'm a laptop widow, so I can do what I want. But still, it didn't feel right.
Anyway, I expect you all to come to my laptop's funeral. You can say a few words if you want. But the thing is, I don't think we should be sad. Its last days were not so good, so I guess its out of its misery now. And it's in a better place (laptop heaven). Plus, if I knew my laptop well - which I did - it wouldn't want us to be sad.
Okay, I guess that's all. (I miss you laptop)

Sigh

Sigh... My laptop is possessed. Literally. (With viruses, not demons though) And while I have to wait until this guy my dad knows cleans it out, I'm dealing with serious laptop-withdrawal. I mean, my laptop was like my best friend, and I could always depend on it to help me when I was bored. And since that happened a lot, we had a very tight bond together. Even when I dropped it (So not my fault, either times) it still was good to me. So this post is dedicated to my laptop.
I MISS YOU LAPTOP!!!
Okay, well, don't expect many posts for some time, since I'm doing this on my dad's laptop and I feel weird asking to use it.

Just Some Personal Thoughts...

Well, I figured that not a lot of people read this blog, so I might as well say things that I kind of feel like getting off my chest. And to anyone even considering it, I would appreciate no one trying to talk to me about this. Comment if you like, but this is not a topic open for discussion.
Anyway, here it goes...
I have a great life. I really do. My parents love each other, I live in a nice house, I've got really great friends, and I do well in school. And I am so grateful for it when I think about others who have less than me, but I just cannot shake this feeling of boredom. Some people have heard me when I say that I'm bored with my life, but I bet none of you think I'm serious. But the thing is, I so am. Because lately, I've just been waiting. Waiting for what, you might ask. Well, I'm waiting for my life to get fun. Exciting. Totally worth it. I just haven't had that feeling yet, when you really appreciate being on this Earth because what you are experiencing is just so amazing. And maybe that just doesn't seem like a big deal for any of you. "So what if she's bored? Big deal. Join a club, or something." Well, honestly, this bored feeling makes me really sad. Because now it seems like I might never get that great, incredible feeling. Sometimes I think I'm just going to be stuck in my life wondering, "What's the point?" And let me tell you, I so do not want to be doing that.
And you know what I really, truly want; someone to just come up to me, put their arm around my shoulder, and tell me that everything is going to get better. But until then, it just goes by really slowly.

The Lunch Table

Okay, I have been getting really annoyed. Everyone is fighting to get a seat at the lunch table! It's like, come on people! Really? Is it that big of a deal? I mean, I do know how sitting alone on the edge feels when everyone's laughing and you're all left out. But I do remember the beginning of the year, when we had room, and we always sat at the same seats everyday. It was so nice. But now, I rush to get my stuff in my locker once math class is over and then I practically run outside to the doors, then I always keep a foot on the stairs so that I can get up fast. Isn't that stupid? It is! But is there anyway that we can stop this? Is there? So, please, comment with anything. Stories, complaints, ideas, anything. Because we all know how it feels, right?
Especially when people try to squish onto a bench that is meant for 3 people. Only.

Funny

Okay, when I saw this, I literally laughed out loud. And I just have to share it with you guys:

I mean, look at the cat's face. Funny, right?

Crushes

Okay this is it!! I am officially tired of having crushes! Not that I've had one up until now. I just feeling like making this real.

But you all know what I'm talking about, right? Those people that you think about all the time. The ones you dream about at night. The people who don't even know you exist. And it sucks. Because here you are, hoping (maybe even praying) that this one person would just look into your eyes and realize that you are the one for them. But it never happens. And then soon, you start developing this bad self-esteem, like, "He doesn't like me because I'm not pretty.", or "If I was smarter, than he'd go out without me." So, you're basically destroying your lovely self over one person who probably isn't worth it anyway.

And I am speaking from personal experience, so I know what I am saying. And I bet you all agree with me. So here's what I'll do, and I encourage you all to do the same. For now, just keep telling yourself that you are better than every guy (or girl if that's how it is; I don't judge) out there, and one day, the one person who is totally worth suffering for is going to sweep you off your feet before you actually start suffering. Because it's true.